Tang Heng Yang (
found this fom http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp..)
The characteristics : Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.
~a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance
~helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation.
~inclined to give help and comfort to those in need
~natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged
~although have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.
very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others
~A depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity
~the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. ~Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.
~may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number
~a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself
~at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others
~ has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering
~difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes
~worry much too much
OH!!! I FIND IT SO NOT TRUE~~~ I WILL NVR GIV UP MUSIC!!! although I"M VERY INTERESTED IN BUSINESS!!!! ..... simplified all da points... too boring le..hahaha..being kinda lame... but i agreed that I WORRY MUCH TOO MUCH!! LIKE AN OLD MAN!!!
Tuesday, November 28
No voice no tok~~
no voice... how to perform.. cancel lo... so this wk gonna rot at home le... =.=
but i luv like this.. can relax at home.. woohoo~~~ so rare... hope this wed can go out bah!!! HONG CHERN GO LARH!!! wanna watch happy feet... plz plz plz plz... coz I LUV PENGUINS!!! but i hate seals... okie. it's kinda leng3...
recently fell in luv in PERHAPS LOVE
... IT"S SUPER DE NICE... had been listening since morning... dun feel sian3 at all... hahahaa..
haizzzzz... i'm very tired le... mayb is because my attitude bah.. i should not react so terribly.. PAISEH and SORRY! giv me some time to rest k?? i'm realli troubled now..
Mayb i appeared at da wrong time bah..mayb i'd let her down last time .. mayb..... but i enjoyed all these times toking to her.. it's the best way for me to relieve my stress.. i'm realli very stressed up now.. worse than having exams.. all the songs wat band wat piano lesson wat relationship stuff all come to me in one shot.. DEPRESSED..T.T.. no wonder i keep sick this few weeks... but dun wry bah.. i gonna stand strong.. i'm not da heng yang that is there for people to bully.. i gonna choose my path i gonna choose my way.. i should be the one who settles things but not people asking me to solve my own problems.. i'd been a terrible guy b4.. shame on u heng yang.. had been taking people's help for granted.. stupid guy..
thanks for toking to me.. no wonder we're brother and sister bah.. clever shy evil lame penguin chopper chubby pyjamas gal... u oso gonna be strong k?? all these time with ya had been realli wonderful.. thanks thanks.. chubby gal.. i learn to be more leng3... ahaha~ wateva.. being kinda random.. xiao4 yi4 xiao4 mei2 shen2 me4 shi4 qing2 guo4 bu4 liao3... dun think to much gua... ignore unecessary things.. jia you!!
tat's all bah.. baibai~~~ should end in a better way...errrr... GONNA GO EAT BREAKFAST LE!!! BAIBAI!!!
P.S: HONG CHERN must go on wed k?? or else just the two of us will be freaking paiseh de larh... but actually i dun mind lar.. just errr...dunno lar..hahahaha
music makes the people
come together, yeah
Tuesday, November 21
To:
wat for ya doin all these stuff... wan me to quit from this?? i wun do as wat u wish...sorry about it...If i do as wat u wish i'm indeed doin something tat is terrible for myself... I'm not being neither selfish nor being in a mood of destroying relationship.. i wun giv up something that i'd been hoping for few yrs.. these period of time although it's quite a hard time but i enjoyed the process...
Maybe wat u wanna ask is y i will like this gal... the reason is simple... i luv her.. although being with her is just a very short period of time.. but this realli is a turning point of my life.. she tells me wat love is wat romance is... because of her my life had changed.. and all i hav now is mainly because of her.. she tells me a lesson which i will nvr forget.. to love the ones while they r still by ur side.. i can say that breaking up with her is not something i wanted to happen last time.. i wished to be wif her.. but there's some prob which i think u should not need to noe.. Talking to her is a kind of relax... yes i used to be a freaking flirt.. but now i dare to stand up and say that i'm realli faithful to her because of rachel.. the real relationship i'd been hoping for is just to be with her.. i'm sry for her.. i'd done the worst decision ever in my life 2 yrs ago.. that's all for me.. i knew that she suffered through the period of time and i noe me myself did suffered too.. and i couldn't tolerate now.. that's y i'm back to look for her.. i just couldn't stop thinking of her while in singapore.. although it's kinda a disappointment listening to her new relationship and being rejected, but i still stand in faith... i dun treat her as a fren.. i treat her as an important person in my life.. i'm willing to pay off anything in any terms or agreements because of her.. including my most precious thing, my music...
I did thought of giving up of her.. but i didn't... why?? because i can see.. i can see that the real happiness is not by her side.. romance is not being just sweet talk..not being just msn or sms.. not being just meeting each other everyday.. but but but.. it's about how u concern about each other and how u appreciate them.. the thing that will automatically come if these two are achieves is happiness. and wat i wanna see in her is happiness.. even though if she didn't choose me, i will be jumping up and down in joy if she is happy and passionate about her relationship.. that's the sacrifice i made for her... and and and.. love is not being just like an instruction.. it's never an order... but there's an order in love.. and the order comes from ur heart..
Lastly, hav an advice for ya.. think about wat'd u done.. does that realli achieve in making her feeling loved.. satisfy her.. giv her happiness...
music makes the people
come together, yeah
Saturday, November 18
~HELP!!!~~ DEADLINE REACHING!!~~
I need longer time~~ aiyah.. my song lah.. gonna hand the product up by end of nov.. and it's getting closer.. HOW HOW~~ didn't even thought of the chorus yet..OUCH..but it gonna be a nice song.. i LUV the start of the song.. hehehehe.. sounds a bit like kiss goodbye..haha. will post it in my blog de lah..dun wry..u will get to hear it de..
I usually write two kinda music..R&B de.. and some kinda jazz de(but i sux at it).. i'm in luv wif R&B man.. it's so cool.. the way to present the music is so wonderful and simple.. it's like drawing.. u hav the talent u can draw well.. if u dun hav den sad case.. it's so simple u noe~~?? hehe...
Had been feeling kinda down recently.. because of some misunderstandings.. and caused some quarrel... everything is kinda over now.. but i'm not quite happy wif the process and the ending.. i felt tat i'm kinda cheated.. but it's gd that she is alrite now..
maybe the problem lies on me that i always kena framed.. should think bout it bah..
it's realli a gd lesson bah.. shall learn from it.. cannot destroy people's relationship le.. errr..cannot say destroy lah..shall say dun be the bonfire of destorying people's relationship.. if u two quarrel it's not all my fault.. it's because u do not noe how to discuss properly and u do not noe her well enough..that's all i can say about it.. It's my own freedom to like her.. even if u wanna look for me for revenge i will not giv a damn..
music makes the people
come together, yeah
